not in the mood to share

oh my goodness it is may. i have been quiet and introspective much lately. like the winds of change are coming and i am not quite sure what to do with that. it is a good thing though.

the gardening front is going well. the beds are in herbs are planted. strawberry patch in. greens to go in this wee.

homeschooling is great. i am starting to accept that we are built to be unschoolers although i have been reluctant. i want order but chaos is more our thing. it has been a huge leap of faith but so far it is panning out more amazingly than i could have ever imagined. it is so much easier now that the weather has perked up though. AMEN!

i am going for a craniosacral appointment tomorrow which is very exciting. this woman is booked two months in advanced and i called today to get on the waiting list and she had a cancelation for tomorrow and no one else on the waiting likst could take it so i am in. the universe likes me today. whoohoo!

i found a therapist which is wonderful although it will be out of pocket which is not so wonderful but i am worth it golly-darn-it. ;) i am very much looking forward to what that path may bring.

i have been invited to sing in a monthly womens group which is so good for my soul. i happened to be at a gettogether on friday that was specifically for recording old circle songs. i thought it was a beltane potluck but it was a singing potlatch, luckily i am easy going. well after i was complimented on my singing *blush* and invited to join a revival of this sining group of ladies. that night i also learned about threshold choirs of which there is one in ann arbor that i am going to look into. my heart warms at the thought of being able to sing.

then saturday i went to what i thought was going to me a herbal talk with Loren Cruden but ended up being this amazing spiritual talk with Loren Cruden. i came away from it with insight and tools for the spirit. she is an amazing woman, and funny.

the last night at a potluck at a friends house i found someone to lend me a cello to take my lessons. i was considering if the cost of rental would be too much, but then the universe stepped in an lent me a hand. i am very excited to start this barter for cello lessons thing. *geeky smile*

so if you cant tell this is a season of me taking care of myself and stepping away from the chaos of spiraling out into the vast everything at warp speed. i still run at warp speed but my mantra is now "stir it back into the pot". it is like the milky way with its tenticles flying everywhere but i am learning to keep it like spaghetti noodles in a pot.

stir it back into the pot...with love.